I’m lying in bed, not able to sleep, and trying to calm myself down. Somehow this whole summer made an total mess out of me.
First I finished my social service, then took a job as an helping nurse in the pediatric psychiatrics. I had to quit it due to massive abuse of my workforce and some problems with my boss as well.
Next thing going on is the current application for university, psychology is my chosen subject. Anyway, it’s gonna be a hard time until that special day when I’m finally going to know where to go and what to do the next months, years even.
It’s simply waaaay too much for me to take. Somehow it just doesn’t feel right, I should say, something’s substantially missing in my life right now. There’s only this tiny, small, but still not-to-be-neglected hole which I apparently cannot fill at the moment.
Basically, nothing really satisfies me anymore. Now I don’t expect someone out there to give me clues or offer help as to what I should do next. Just needed to get it off my mind and, literally, chest.
By now it’s nearly 2am, and as I’m listening to Incubus – Dig, my mind seems to be able to get sleepy…
Tomorrow’s gonna be Obama Day here in Berlin, I’m really looking forward to finally hearing him delivering one of his famous speeches. Maybe we’ll get there early enough to see him, too, who knows?
So, I guess, that’s it for tonight.
Take care, stay safe and see you soon

Oh, and don’t tell me, writing on an iPod Touch ain’t working, it does!! This whole entry was written using the WordPress App, and it works just fine!